Finally over him.

I'm almost over him! I could almost feel it, being free from thoughts of him. Slowly as reality creeps into my  head, I realize he's not worth thinking about. I'm just another girl in his life, he has like dozens of girls. He even just tweeted how he misses his ex. It doesn't hurt that he wants his ex back, it feels good, to be quiet honest. Knowing that I mean nothing to him, feels good. The reason why it feels good is because I know for sure. The reason why it hurt before is because I had hope. I would hope that I was that one girl he thinks about, I had hope that he liked me, but now I know for sure that he doesn't like me, and surprisingly it feels so good:)

I could honestly say I'm over him! Yes, I may still think about him, but its hard to control your thoughts. Plus just because I think about him doesn't mean I still have a huge crush on him, I mean yes I think he is attractive but he is a friend, and that's all.

xoxo me