Feeling lonely

On late nights like these, where I'm sitting in bed bored out of my mind with nobody to talk to, I just can't help but feel completely lonely and miserable. There's no good shows to watch, nothing to do, and nobody to talk to. I'm usually not the type to be like " I NEED A BOYFRIEND" , but on nights like these where I have nobody to talk to and nothing to do, it makes me feel lonely and miserable.  I can't help it but wonder how it feels like to have a boyfriend where you can call and have cute phone calls. Or have cute skype conversations. All we girls want to be is loved by someone special, is that so hard? While sitting here thinking of my ex boyfriends or my future boyfriends( we all think about a future perfect boyfriend we want to have) seconds feel like hours. And hours feels like days. This night is gonna be a long night, while I think about lonely I am atm. :(

xoxo me